Sunday, January 15, 2012

Email to Dana, Bee, Heather, Nay&Luke, Melissa H About a Possible Job in the DR

Heading to get a pedi to relax and read.  Just wanted to share this with you guys.  Details are below from the director at this school.

I would like prayers for stepping back and just hearing Him speak.  I get caught up in figuring it out;  deciding why I think this is a bad idea (I'm there today) and then deciding why it is a great idea... justifying both ways depending on how I feel.  We all know my feeling have nothing to do with God's will.  This week is especially hard with staying centered b/c the 'rents are here and my quiet time isn't the same.   I was rambling to Him this morning about 500 details of life and He said, "Stop.  I will work out details and paths, not you."  Of course, I was a whining kid saying BUT WHAT ABOUT...blahhhh.  Peace.  I would like peace.  I'm having a hard time feeling that (very, very overwhelmed today).

When I pray for each of you, sometimes I ask for things you wouldnt.  Example:  to break you down to surrender to Him in areas of your life I know you need to.  (Heather, go with me on this one.  No, I wont stop praying this :) That is what I am looking for from you guys.  Pray for the things I can't seem to ask for whole-heartedly... really giving up not knowing details.  

Thanks for doing life with me.