Journal Entry
5AM (When God woke me up about talking to Lindsey in Day 2's Entry!)
Papa, ::heart drawn::
We thank You for choosing us. We thank You for working out every obstacle to get each of us here. We know You meet each of us right where we are. We each have our own struggles and we ask, Lord, to remind us to run to You first. That we can always find rest in Your giant hands to scoop us up and lay on Your chest for comfort. You are our rock and refuge. Break each of us down so that You can mold us to be kids that are pleasing in our thoughts and actions. We thank You for all the changes that are happening w/in each of us this week as You draw us closer to You!! We will never understand the Y's of life but WE know that You are in control and bring good out of everything and bring glory for You, along with for our growth towards surrender. Help me to be a better person. Help me to love others. Help me to surrender revenge.
Thank You for going before us. You already know what is to come. Help us to SHINE. We want to desperately be a team that leaves here leaving the town in AWE of YOUR work that we displayed POINTING TO YOU!!!! ::HUGE heart drawn::
(Later this night, Pastor Timm asked for someone to pray as I was lounging back in my chair. I told God "not me. I am not praying, stop telling me to do it. I dont want to, it makes me nervous. Nope. choose another kid in this room." I SWEAR, I sat up at the same time hollering, "I'LL DO IT." Are you kidding me, God!??? I said NOOoooooo. I had no choice at that point but to say something.
Oh, how I love Him! Ha!
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